بيجماليون

عندما أخترت تلك القطعة الصماء من الحجر الصوان لتخلد بها أسطور حبك الدائم لم تتفاجأ عندما لمست يداك كل نتؤاتها 
وتعرجاتها لأنك رأيت فيها قطعتك الوحيدة! 
فلم اليوم تنسى أيها المثال!
#بيجماليون

Then he told me this distance keeps me away from that ugly part of you!

عصافير الجنة

لبعد الاشخاص في حياتنا صفات أوراق عصافير الجنة... يتطايرون هنا و هناك.. بألوان زاهية ليبهجون حياتنا.. لبعض الوقت.. ثم تبعثرهم رياح الحياة في جنابات الارض ليبقى لنا بعض قصاصات.. نلصقها في صفحات دفتر المذكرات.. نقلب صفحاتة كل حين وأخر و نتذكر.... ثم نغلق الدفتر

أفكر

أراه يلوح لي اسفل شرفتي بيده الكبيرة المضحكة وعينية لا تفارق دمعة قد تجمدت على وجنتي منذ عقود. ذاك الكهل اللذي نحتت تقلبات الزمن على وجهة ضحكة لا تمحها أعتى رياح الحزن شراسة. يأتي الي ملبي حاملا أزهار و ورود. هذا الضيف الذي يظنة البعض سخيفا ثقيلا أهوج لا يعلمون كم من رقة و حنان يحملها في قلبة المجنون،،، برفقتة تسقط أوزار الدنيا لتلوح شمس بازخة في الافق بلا غروب... لكني لازلت أفكر.. هل أذهب... أم أترك نفسي لعالمي المحتوم؟؟!

Happy

I don't care about all the past feelings, I will consider it all pregnancy depression. But you being by my side now makes me the happiest all over earth. The moment I don't see you in, lasts for ages. Miss you my sweet babe.

Shattered thoughts

Sometimes, I Jump...yell... shout.. just to make you notice that I am there... I STILL EXIST

Despite of me giving you my little golden key chain, you still prefer to keep it in your forgotten drawer

In my darkest moments, when I was asking for your support. you just left my hand to hold the PS joystick

what hurts me the most that you always see what you just want to see. you tend to feel what you want to feel.  you complain for not having what you want, without asking yourself does the person in front of you still have the ability to give.... And when think to give, you give the way you WANT?! 

Relationship never meant to be sequence of  different subjects homework. As love never came out of guidelines you follow from you workbook


If life lost its own spontaneity, its random rhythm, its ever surprising sequence. For sure it is not life.

The toughest moment is when you wait for something that never existed

you know... I just decided to go back to what I really was.. healing my own wounds. As every time you just keep asking me to be easy on myself and Lean with all my loads on you. you just find the right moment to step away letting me falling.

What is hurting me the most, that I always believed you are not same like others. However, not always you believe in is true.

Oh, By the way.. If you suddenly remembered the key chain I gave to you long time ago. Please... keep it, as I changed the locks

The Moment I have been waiting for

I have been for this moment for long,
the remembrance of the day of the first Everything,
The first glimpse, the word, the first tremble and first best moment
of our all lives.

I always thought that there can no be such a feeling same as the feeling
I should feel today.
Feeling of owning the world
All I wished to own is by my side
all I loved to feel is between my arms

for the first time, in that special day
you and me
just together
nothing can delay our existence
as one immoral intimate soul

soul that will not decay by days or years
always remain the witness of love
that started and will never end