Monday, 11 April 2011

Shattered thoughts






Sometimes, I Jump...yell... shout.. just to make you notice that I am there... I STILL EXIST

Despite of me giving you my little golden key chain, you still prefer to keep it in your forgotten drawer

In my darkest moments, when I was asking for your support. you just left my hand to hold the PS joystick

what hurts me the most that you always see what you just want to see. you tend to feel what you want to feel.  you complain for not having what you want, without asking yourself does the person in front of you still have the ability to give.... And when think to give, you give the way you WANT?! 

Relationship never meant to be sequence of  different subjects homework. As love never came out of guidelines you follow from you workbook


If life lost its own spontaneity, its random rhythm, its ever surprising sequence. For sure it is not life.

The toughest moment is when you wait for something that never existed

you know... I just decided to go back to what I really was.. healing my own wounds. As every time you just keep asking me to be easy on myself and Lean with all my loads on you. you just find the right moment to step away letting me falling.

What is hurting me the most, that I always believed you are not same like others. However, not always you believe in is true.

Oh, By the way.. If you suddenly remembered the key chain I gave to you long time ago. Please... keep it, as I changed the locks









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