The Moment I have been waiting for

I have been for this moment for long,
the remembrance of the day of the first Everything,
The first glimpse, the word, the first tremble and first best moment
of our all lives.

I always thought that there can no be such a feeling same as the feeling
I should feel today.
Feeling of owning the world
All I wished to own is by my side
all I loved to feel is between my arms

for the first time, in that special day
you and me
just together
nothing can delay our existence
as one immoral intimate soul

soul that will not decay by days or years
always remain the witness of love
that started and will never end

Sorry !

once upon a dream, I had my knight
that promised me of life to be alright
to relief my pains 
and pass constrains
just to be with me and make the world see
the meaning of happiness that can ever Be.

I was asked for the key to the scared room
where i hide all night 'n' day gloom
to set apart my fears 
and sweep away my tears
plant the flowers of happiness through all my way
and let the sun smile shine my day

I opened the door, unlocked the gate
and got ready for a life, that is gifted by fate 
changed the life and all my dreams
changed the world and how it seams

But Suddenly,

I found you away.. 
taking your horse and leaving my way.
leaving me wondering, where is my shelter?!
my support...my love... my laughter?!

It was hard for me, waiting by the window
miles and miles away...
and I keep watching all day
slipping the tears that will never be seen
and if seen it will never mean.

But why it shall be?!
I will close my window and now will see
find my room
where I used to hide my gloom
I will drive my fear away, 
I will keep my tears for another day
be happy and smile
and forget for a while
till a moment of recall
& what promised is comin' a whole
my flowers, my sun, my shelter and fun


till it comes, i will be waiting for  that night
I will do it myself, 
till you put it into right.

Appearance Vs. Reality

Appearance and Reality, 

Question that always tickles my head everyday,

Should we believe our eyes for what we see through our hearts.

Or appearance versus reality?

 

Most of people base their judgment on the appearance more than the core of a person

How many successful marriages have been let go for the sake of appearance?

How many efficient applicants have been rejected for the sake of appearance?

How many innocent people have been misjudged for sake of appearance?

However!

 

who knows the rules of the game can usually win. Even If ...

The Appearance versus Reality.

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I know it has been long time since I met you

Since I have talked to you

Since I opened my eyes widely

to see your old familiar lovely face

That face that brings those mixture of feelings to my soul

feeling of happiness, excitement, silence or astonishment

who are you?! 

why are you staring at me in those curious eyes

Do you know me, do you really know me?

or just we have been one of the past companions!!

I stare at your eyes trying to figure exactly who you are,

trying to remember the sand castles we built together.

the colorful kites we flied together

my laugh, your laugh

my tear, your care

But I don't remember, 

As it has been a long time since I met you.

MYSELF.